Welcome to my Revenge Journal, curious one. Read 'em and weep, hahaha! That means you, Jade!
DERP DERP, IMA BIRD
anyway wassup with me?
ok well...
I took a lot of photos, but only gonna post a few 'cause srsly who wants a 100+ photo post, lawl?
ALSO FOR TALES FANS ->>>> I got Tales of Magazine Volume 4 in the mail last Friday and I took some photos of particularly interesting pages. Pics under ( this cut! )
SO HOW AM I SPENDING MY VACATION?!?! Doin' absolutely nothing. Lawl. Well...
I started to plan pending cosplays (have my Rita reference sheet, among Yeager and Saphir's). I think I'll only get done with Rita in time for Anime Boston though. ;;;; I've also been playing tons of DS games, lolol.
OK so I just finished Time Hollow, recommended by facklemuffin. It's a pretty fun game, too short, and I WISH I HAD A HOLLOW PEN, HAHAHA. OMG, I'd cause so much mischief!! The Holow Pen is kind of like the Mason System from Phoenix Wright...mebbe. You can alter/manipulate the past. ^_^ Speaking of which. YEAH I FINISHED APOLLO JUSTICE. UNF. UNF. What thought to be the worst PW game is one of the best in my opinion now, hehe.
I got a new pairing I'm in love with (partially thanks to noetma's enthusiasm): Klavier and Apollo. I also like *cough*Gavincest*cough* but that's a big no-no...apparently. Shhh. *crawls back into hiding*
I NOTICED A LOT OF PEOPLE FROM THE GYAKUTEN SAIBAN FANDOM REALLY, REALLY WANT KLAVIER TO DIE. Seriously. o_O Wtf guys, chill out, he's just a fictional character, ja? wHY SO MUCH HATE. ;~; Wha, scared of him replacing Edgey? Hah, no one can replace that angsty thinly-veiled homosexual emo lawyer. (*dodges rotten fruit*)
Speaking of Gyakuten Saiban THERE IS A ROMANTIC OPERA IN THE MAKING between Edgey and Nick with an all female cast. I.... dunno about that! Link.
I totally just rigged my M3 to act as an R4. Fuck yes, moar DS ROM playback here I come. >_> Oh, and I have a new Jade skin haha. Glorious.
What else am I up to? WELL I'VE GOT A STORY FOR YOU: I just finished cleaning out 10+ years of art stored in my massive artbin, OH MY GOD it took a whole fucking day. Needless to say I WANT TO DRAW MORE THIS YEAR. I WANT TO DRAW MORE. Looking at all my old art, especially the Abyss sketchbooks I have (I think there's 4 or so full of just Abyss)--omg IT MADE ME WANT TO CRY!!
So. I started drawing again in my leisure. Here's hoping it catches on for the ride later. ~_^ Of course, I started to draw some Phoenix Wright practice...because I'm not used to that style at all. o__o It'll be interesting. 8D So far, the Gavin brothers, hurhur...
OH YEA-- I have to get surgery. Again. (What else is new?) I just got home from my dental cleaning and they took an xray of my distal mandible, left and right, both need third molar extractions. YAAARGH! X__X;;;; Of course extractions - getting teeth pulled - is a fairly common procedure so I'm not as nervous as last time (the Apicoectomy isn't as common);;;;. I scheduled a consultation for this Wednesday with my oral surgeon... just like last time. Hopefully if time permits, I'll have them out when the Spring semester ends. 8D;;; I don't want to deal with it during semester, gah...
Also in roughly two weeks I SEE noetma!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHH!! UNF UNF!!
And then school starts when I get back, yargh. D8;;; | |
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Hhhhhhhhallo dar guise, one exam left...on Tuesday! I CAN SMELL THE FREEDOM!! → At work we're doing secret santa, lololol crap. ALSO: my supervisor was READING MY TALES OF MAGAZINE. He was all DO YOU LIKE POKEYMANS?!~?!?! AAAARGH. XDDDDDD Come to find out, his kids watch anime with subtitles. PRETTY COOL!! ^_^ → I need to draw. Draw lots. Especially Vesperia fandom. → I need to gather Rita fabric. Oh yes. facklemuffin will get roped into coming with meeeeeee (also: COUPONS?!?!! PLS) → I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO MY ABYSS SOUNDTRAAAAAAAACKKKKUUUUUUURGGGGGGGGH. 8D → HEY raine_sage81, can I have your address? I have a super secret Christmas surprise for youuu! I know you'll love it, hehehe. ^_^ Just IM me or message me or somethin' about it next time you're online, ok? 8Db → I NEED TO GET MAH CHRISTMAS SHOPPING DOOOOOONE. I never wait this long but like, this semester was SO ROUGH for me. DAMN you, science classes!!! I haven't had the time cuz school ate me aliiiiiiiiiiiiive but now i'm freeeeeeeeeeeee (well, semi-free)! → I need to get cracking on my pending fic/arts for talesofexchange, ohohoho. I HAVE 4 TO DO. IN LES THAN A WEEK. HOO HAH! → I am at the final dungeon for Vesperia. I NOTICED THE OFFICIAL GAME GUIDE FOR VESP LACKS SERIOUS SIDE QUEST SHIT. WUUUUUUUUUT. This makes me aaaangry! I'll leave it at that. :X →I'm waaaaiting for something very special to come in the mail soon (Abyss!!!)... oh, very special in deed. >D You guys will know when I post about it, ahahah. →What else? UM...... OH YEAH!! noetma and I did a OC session just now, and there were 2 quick MASTERPIECES produced: TALES OF CROSS OVER TIEM!!!!! ( Judith meets Guy! )( AND CHAOS ENSUES. WARNING: possible BRAIN SCARRING. CLICK AT OWN RISK. )ENJOYYYY! XDXDDDDD | |
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Okay just a quick post and proof I was procrastinating all weekend lolol. Abyss YAOI fanart. So if this isn't your thing, don't read this post. 8D I drew this back in October but didn't get a chance to color until last night. ( Dist on Jade action, here~ )Something more mild? Maybe?  Just like, a 10-15 min scribble... yeah. I have Katy Perry's "You're so gay" stuck in my head. That song totally applies to Dist. I can’t believe I fell in love with someone that wears more make up than... *giggle* | |
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The twenty-year old stood in the empty studio beside his easel, but was unable to paint. The painting class already emptied out hours ago, but he was left here alone with his thoughts for now. It seemed that no matter what he could do for the past couple of days, a thought that had become increasingly reoccurring was of that boy, Ritsuka. Soubi discarded his shirt for a moment, pausing to think a bit longer, and then stood in front of a posing mirror. He then started to unbandage his neck carefully. Sad eyes of aquamarine bore deep within his soul, quietly imploring a resounding, universal, "Why?" Soubi lifted the brush, not facing the easel, and began to paint wistfully... ( And so he painted from deep within his soul a haunting wish he could never have been granted, no matter how hard he tried... )After a long stretch of moments staring at his reflection, a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, Soubi finally left the studio to go wash off the tangible version of an undying desire that could never truly leave him. ( Foolish...) | |
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it's time for a very, very delayed art post. this stuff is from pre-finals LOL so that's like, art drawn early to mid-november!!! IM NOT LAZY IM JUST...PREOCCUPIED. D| THESE CHARACTERS ARE NOT ACCURATE SRY so pls dont point anything out. i was just trying to add something in/take out. half-assed 15-second dist and jade stuff, of course. XD sorry to grace the elegant rose with kuzu. er. dreck. yeah. PLEASE OH LORELEI NO MOAR ASCHxDIST JOKESplease comment if you like any... :| ( something I'll never give up )and best for last GAY DISTxJADE PORN XXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111 ( you were warned LULZ DO NOT CLICKETH )HAHAHA yes jade is dist's betch for once! >D leave me to my devices and this is what happens;;ok picture dist and read these lyrics closely nao: I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO IF I LOSE YOU IT WOULD TEAR ME IN TWO IF YOU SHOULD GO RIGHT NOOOWWWWW...IF YOU SHOULD GO RIGHT NOOOOOWWWWW... I WANNA SEE YOU BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW... (Ooooo!) Maybe someday we, together can be the king and queen (Make me believe you mean this!!!) Maybe someday we, together can be the king and queen (I'll believe this when I see it!!!) GOD I I SWEAR SAY ANYTHING ARE ALL SECRETLY JADExDIST FANS WITH THEIR MUSICS OMGLOLz---*shot* | |
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Ow, my wrist. I'm done. I'M DONE. I'm glad I've abandoned this mockery of jade/distismosity. Urrrrghhhh. PREVIEW-->  Implied violence/blood warning!( The Noose and the Necromancer )
Let me explain this, if you wanna understand it more: It'd like to say it's a bit symbolic of their whole relationship, not only the (obvious/potentially) abusive side, but also the whole "you are my downfall" archetype I wanted to portray (Dist->Jade). I HOPE you noticed that I tried to make Dist look as if he's hanging limp and dead and whatnot from his flower collar- the "noose," if you must- and of course I had to keep in Jade's arm there just for clarification of the doer. o-o The bruises, strangle marks and bites and everything else including his dislocated shoulder(!) is just for kicks (what, were you expecting roses?). I had fun drawing this (wonder what that says about me).
APPARENTLY I've put a lot of work into this, down to the very horrible snakeskin-y (pain in the ass) pants of Disto, so please, if you have any comments and stuff about this, it's greatly appreciated if you share 'em! Like always. ♥
Accompanying song: Paramore - That's What You Get! Yet another Dist image song ftw!!! Feelings vs. Rationality(?)!
And why do we like to hurt so much?
I can't decide You have made it harder just to go on And why, all the possibilities Well I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win That's what you get when you let your heart win I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating And that's what you get when you let your heart win
I still try Holding on to silly things, I never learn Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard
Hey, make your way to me, to me And I'll always be just so inviting (so inviting) If I ever start to think straight This heart will start a riot in me Let's start, start - hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much? Oh, why do we like to hurt so much? That's what you get when you let your heart win
Lyrics' meanings should be obvious and self-explanatory. ^-^b
HOPE THIS POST MEANT SOMETHING TO SOMEONE, SPECIFICALLY DIST-WISE. 8D
NOW I'M FREEZIN' MY BAJANGOES OFF SO IMA GO TO BED. ZZZZZZZZZZzZzZzZzzzzzzz.- Tags:abyss, art, dist, distabuse, fanart, jade, jeidisu, mp3, my art sucks, obligatory tag, smelly art, songpost, violence
- Location:lab in belkend~
- Mood:sleepy
 - Music:dist music yesss
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 I've been watching you from afar for sometime now, Jade. I know it will been quite soon when we meet again. A feeling of anticipation tugs at my nerves, a gleeful burst of energy ignites my senses. It's been so long; it's been too long. I will show you, Jade, just how serious I am about this. I will show you...! | |
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nothing much, excuse the sketchiness. it was originally all shapes. Actually you can still see some. Sorry, I was in a rush for the last 10 mins of drawing because I had to skedaddle to music class. I can't believe I actually had spare time, something so elusive nowadays. Mrr. ( Of moe and maid costumes and the usual thinly veiled threat from yours truly aka Jade fucking Curtiss )It's all about revenge, isn't it, Dist? Welp, Jade, that's what you get for shoving him into a moe maid outfit and then raping molesting him against a door, uuurgh. Use of costume...somewhat related to Halloweenie? NOT IN PICTURE, I ASSURE YOU. I ALSO ASSURE YOU I HAVE NO IDEA WHY DIST HAS NO SHIRT. YES. That is all on that topic. As for my general state, I have a cold. Ick. I hope it flees my body soon. The one weekend I don't have to work I'd like to enjoy, darn it. facklemuffin and I have a lot of catching up to do! Also PW to distribute! 8D!!! uuuuuuuuuuuh kthxbye | |
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Jade and Dist as dorky scientists (?), havin' a grand, ol' time (??). In other words: I BREAK YOUR FLISTTTTT.  The Joke's on Jade!!!! THE DISCOVERY IS REALLY IN HIS PANTS. 100% truth. Even ask Dist. *coughcough* More pages at a later date???? I just did like, nine Itailan assignments. Posso andare al bagno già?!?!?!?! | |
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School is just around the corner now and thusly I need to crack my whip and let the creative juices flow once again. Credit turns to my beloved noetma for the idea and Jade's lines and whatnot (based upon a RP). ^///^ In return, this is dedicated to her. ♥ Almost completely OOC, har har, and perhaps some type of AU? *shrugs* Onward! ( To a World Where Jade and Dist Actually Exist Peacefully! )There you have it. I just typed all that up here, in eljay... so uh ignore any horrendous grammatical errors, missing punctuation, etc. | |
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