Well now I know of one less person to vent to. Hmph.
( quick jeidisu art dump. r18 for nudity? )so yeah i've been "isolated" for what feels like a bajillion years. I'M RESTLESS. I WANNA DO SOMETHING!!! I WANNA TALK TO FRIENDS BUT THEY'RE ALL BUSY!! GRAWR! Amy's in Newport, Matt is out with his cousin (he's always with his cousin ;_;), my sisters are all out at the festival, my brother is working (and then going to watch the fireworks with his gf), and my dad is well...tired. what the crap, people. :(
i've been getting weird vibes about
facklemuffin but it just might be me. it's like he doesn't wanna hang with me anymore or something. ;_; I SURE HOPE we're not growing apaaaaaaaaart (or maybe it's just the "end of high school, hope we keep in touch" thing gnawing at me). maybe this is just accumulating to my "meh" feeling i've been experiencing lately. i hope that it's nothing because i believe we're really best friends and i don't wanna lose him! D8 i've been meaning to talk to him about it anyway... but he's busy this weekend. hmm. Monday I'm hanging out with him, I figure maybe then we could talk- but his cousin and her friend are going now, too...
all this college prep is kinda making me a bit irritated. is it strange for me to be not excited about college? blah.
i don't even feel like doing anything. not even playing videogames, watching anime, reading, drawing, nothing!! argh. someone slap me out of this nasty phase. i need to cheer up...