OKAYYYY WHOO ADRENALINE RUSHHH I FEEL LIKE SHIT TODAY YAAAAY I JUST YELLED AT MY DAD FOR CRITICIZING ME WHEE MY LIFE IS SO PATHETIC WHY CANT I GET ANYWHERE
( HERE'S A NUTSHELL )I feel so helpless right now. I can't do anything. I can't work on things I like (ex: cosplay, drawing, etc) because I HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY FOR SUPPLIES. I can't even fucking buy clothes (I don't buy a lot of clothes to begin with! The last time I went shopping was at the beginning of the school year)! I was actually criticized today for wearing JEANS when it's so damn hot out (I OWN NO SHORTS...AND NOW MY PAJAMAS WENT MISSING. Stop touching my laundry, people! D8<)! UGH. Not to mention that I can't even fucking hang out with my friends anymore. No money, no ride. Nothing. I HATE DEPENDING ON PEOPLE. I HATE IT.
I feel incredibly shitty. I think I'm gonna go... sleep.
edit okay i called joanns again. shelly said I WASNT FIRED. ill trust her word. i gave her new availability... hm. hopefully ill be able to get some hours!! she said she'll call back tomorrow! ;;