Oh yeah- I went to the beach yesterday.

( Photos under cut! )

NOW FOR SOME CUTE:
http://vid199.photobucket.com/albums/aa45/distrail/S5004618.flv

XDDD sorry I thought that was random and ADORABLE.

AND: http://vid199.photobucket.com/albums/aa45/distrail/S5004619.flv

also, we got kitties like 3 weeks ago or something. the black/white one is ritsuka (bigger of the two) and the smaller is soubi (spotted). hehehe. ritsuka loves to play with soubi. :D

and yes those are birds in the background (Jade, Saphir and Nephry). ENJOY!!!!!! :D

welp, I'm off to go get ready to go my brother's. byebye. ^^

The twenty-year old stood in the empty studio beside his easel, but was unable to paint. The painting class already emptied out hours ago, but he was left here alone with his thoughts for now. It seemed that no matter what he could do for the past couple of days, a thought that had become increasingly reoccurring was of that boy, Ritsuka. Soubi discarded his shirt for a moment, pausing to think a bit longer, and then stood in front of a posing mirror. He then started to unbandage his neck carefully. Sad eyes of aquamarine bore deep within his soul, quietly imploring a resounding, universal, "Why?"

Soubi lifted the brush, not facing the easel, and began to paint wistfully... ( And so he painted from deep within his soul a haunting wish he could never have been granted, no matter how hard he tried... )

After a long stretch of moments staring at his reflection, a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, Soubi finally left the studio to go wash off the tangible version of an undying desire that could never truly leave him.

(Foolish...)

This is one of the most moving AMVs I've seen in a while...to me...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQbDHGcmzj8&NR=1

...I want to cry so badly. All over again and again...

This is why I love Loveless so much.

This is why, why I love Ritsuka and Soubi.

Oh god, it's just so sad and beautiful and complex all in one.;;;;;;;

I hate you, Kouga.

...

So beautiful...

I am over mah head with Loveless stuffs. Uuuu, my (re)new(ed) obsession for the time being.<3

I just got working on my mock up for his jacket and learned how to make ribbed cuffs all on my own. Well, fake ones. Mebbe. ANYHOO. u_u If anyone wants me to post the mock up (it's HOT PINK AND GREEN, LOL I feel like Shuichi), I'll do that. I'M SO PUMPED FOR OTAKON, AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I'm also going to start working on pwntendo's costume, too. I'll post some progress once I get enough done. ^_^

Oh yeah--- those who read this and are Loveless fans looky here!
http://www.golden-nights.com/doujin_game/love&quiz/love&quiz_eng.htm

Love & Quiz is a cute doujin game w/ Ritsuka and Soubster. Yeep. I'm so happy I found this, I'm gonna go play it right now OHYEAHH. I will get to hear Ritsuka moan ahhaha I'm soooo going to hell. Ahem. 8D ANYWAYS! You basically need to get the quizzes and shit right in order to win Ritsuka's love. OMG. ;___; He's such a cute boy aahhhhfghdjsgfhjdsgf. I don't want the bad ending (there's 4 in all). Uuuu~~~~

noetma also drew me some loveless fanarts lulz.(Can I post it here, my Soubi? :D) I drew some too but didn't really. Makes sense, huh? I'll get around to scanning the stuff that doesn't look like 3 second drawings like my Hurt Me!Soubi. 8DDDDDDDDDDDD

TATA FOR NOWWWWWWW!

SMALL UPDATE~

DREAM COME TRUE. Preregg'd today along with noetma for Otakon 2008! We're going to cosplay Loveless together, Friday and Sat. <38D Since I'm the shorter of the two, I'll be Ritsuka and Yukun will be mah Soubster. This will be interesting! >D

So now I need to get crackin'. I have at least three costumes to be working on before Otakon, tee hee.

mrhmhfgnjgnhjgh NEED TO FIND HOTELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ROOOOOOOOOOMS rhghghgn

I am not a pedo.

FINALLY. REAL CONTENT. For those who are uneducated about RI, WaterFire is one of the biggest events year round (it happens several times during specific months!) and basically it has been a pass time in our state since like, forever. It's a tradition I think established some time ago. o-o It represents the joining of opposite elements, etc.

Anyway, onto the pics! facklemuffin went with meeeee! 8D His sister and her fiancee wanted to go too... but... LOL it's better they didn't. Wanna know why? THERE WAS ALSO A GAY FEST GOING ON AT THE SAME TIME! OHHHHHHHHHHH YEAH!

So we got there early and hopped over to Providence Place where I bought a cute hoodie shirt at Deliah's (I'm wearing it in the photos, too), 50% off the original price, hehehe. I love hoodie shirts. *w*

So we were going to cross the road from P place to where Waterfire was (on the river), waiting for the light to turn...and all of a sudden we were hit by a
TRUCK OF
GAY.

I AM 100% SERIOUS.
No, not literally hit. They were driving by and OMG there was music and THEY WERE FUCKING GRINDING AND HUMPING EACH OTHER. There was like, a surfer dude in a speedo, a pizza man, and some other guys. OMG THAT WAS A HIGHLIGHT OF MAH NIGHT! I should have taken a picture but my camera was acting wonky. D:

So next we ran into an old high school friend of ours, Jenna Bugz! Yeah! Blast from the past! ^_^ Ha, we talked for a bit then parted ways. We spotted the site for Waterfire but it was too early so we were wandering around downtown Providence. o-o

We found out next that there were some gay events happening simultaneously --! WHAT.

( Miscellaneous picsz under cut! 8DDD )

So that's that. ^_^ Hope you enjoyed mah post! FINALLY! CONTENT!

Right? XD

So here's a little update for meh, I guess.

I started playing Puchi Puchi Virus, IT'S SO FREAKIN' CUTE. And ADDICTING. UuuuUuUu! I want to make noetma cosplay the doctor there, hehehehe.

I have been in a slump lately until a couple days ago. I found what I was missing -- exercise! Might sound silly but once I cut that out for a couple weeks I felt so WEIRD. ;;; I guess exercise is my drug. Bah. Since I'm on that topic-- I also started Yoga classes two weeks ago. ^^ Today was my second class. I am SO proud of myself, I did my first headstand pose! WOO HOO!!!!!! xd Yoga's a cinch for me because I'm naturally flexibleeeeeeeeeeeeebendyyyyyy.

YES. THAT'S RIGHT.

RUMORRRRR: http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2008-06-14/tales-of-the-abyss-anime-reportedly-in-the-works

HRGRGRHRG WHAaaaaTTT

OoOoOoh I have a feeling---!





This automarically popped into my mind: IT BETTER BE CALLED TALES OF THE ABYSS: THE SUPER ULTRA GORGEOUS ADVENTURES OF DIST THE ROSE!!! (insert maniacal laughter here)

Yes, I dream big. >DDD It will encircle all the happenings before and during Abyss and even some speculation as to where Dist is after game (SUPER ULTRA ANGRY HOT BUTTSECKS WITH A CERTAIN COLONEL, YES?!?!)

Leave me alone with my fantasies, ok?! ;n;

Hihi, guysssss.

So, um, I haven't been able to sleep much lately. Like, srsly, been staying up past midnight, unable to fall asleep, blah. Urk. That, and I'm beyond tired... stressed, whatever. I just hope it all goes way soon. >-<

SO WA5! It's very, very good. I am just about going to Honeysday and I have to say I've fallen for yet another NPC. XD What is with me, liking the characters you can't play moar than the ones you do. Oh well. Persephone is one hot mama. ;w;!!!

Anyway, onto my fave: VOLSUNG IS PRITTY. PRITTY COOL!!! ♥ Also, major megane luv for him, hahaha, even if he has a tan and bleached hair (doesn't hat sound like Peony??? Actually, they both have blue eyes, too! 8D Hahaha and they are a governing type of character, too OMG--*Shot*). I just saw the child flash back thing and was all BAWHHHH!!!!! ;___; I want to give him a hug. Also, Fereydoon x Volsung, ftw.

I really wish I could be capable of making a Volsung cosplay but his COAT AUGH I'D KILL MYSELF. D8 That would take forever to make it's so darn elaborate. *Weep*

I just hope playing more of WA5 gives me more deets on Volsung. Yey! XD

And if I had to choose my fave PLAYABLE chara it would be Avril... so far. She's so COOL and MAGICAL and HAS A SWORD. *drool*

END OF BLURB.

Hi guys, it's 100 degrees out here. -_- Since I moved upstairs into another room (yeah I failed to mention this; I haven't been updating in ages o-o) - HEAT RISES - I'm dyingggg. We don't have AC anywhere in the house. Pfft. I'm hardcore so I don't need it. u-u WHAT I NEED IS A SWIMMING POOL. Or the beach. Yes. >-> Second one is more accessible since I live in the Ocean State. :P

ANYWAY. A quick update just to say HAYYYY I'M STILL ALIVE!!11!1 8D

WHAT'S NEWWWW? I've been playing Wild Arms 5 since yesterdayyy. I got back into the video game groove. ;x For now, anyway. Though life has been generally stressful. But I won't post any of that shiz here. u__u Mrph. Let's just leave it at "my real life is very painful to live right now D8"

Bah. A month of my break has already gone by and I really didn't do much yet. XD I'll do stuff when I don't feel like DYING FROM THE HEAT. Kthx. -_-

So, so so. I'm going to my first real protest with noetma in July, when I visit! 8DDDD I'm excited to go visit her again, mwehehe.

Working tonight in zee lab, like every other night. o-o ... I can't wait 'til I am a med tech and I can say something witty like, "THOSE DIFS AREN'T GOING TO DO THEMSELVES." Meh. I doubt anyone got that joke. OH WELL.

Tata.

My dad had knee surgery and basically I have been doing everything he needs to do AND MORE (he's single parent, here). So you can imagine all the shit that needs to be done. Sigh. He's feeling a bit better though. And me? I got two gray hairs and a sinus infection in return. I'M TOO YOUNG FOR THIS!

We got a dog (like we needed any more pets, jeez!). I really don't like where this is headed. My sister wanted a dog but she's never home to take care of it. She got it from a stupid pet store and that was a mistake. It has all sorts of things wrong with it. Blah. If I was her I would have never bought a puppy to begin with because it's just more responsibility (and I have enough on my plate as is!). So we need to get a kennel because the damn thing likes to chew up unknown objects... and get sicker. She should be watching her own pet...not us. Hrmph. /grouchy old man

Okay so since last afternoon there have been tornadoes in Virginia. ;-; I hope noetma is doing OK. I haven't heard from her since yesterday. I was in the middle of talking to her and suddenly the power dropped. o-o It was fine weather a moment ago, when I was talking to her, hrmph. So yeah, of course, she had little or no cell phone juice, so I haven't really been in touch with her. *cry*

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